Why. . .

Why does it seem to be that I am surrounded by breast cancer??? Most of my really close friends have been affected in some manner. Most recently my friend Jeni, her mom was diagnosed today with breast cancer. It seems as though the women I know diagnosed with breast cancer are strong women of God. Does that mean that these strong women have raised their children to be strong as well to be able to handle what it takes to go through a situation like this?? All the treatments and the waiting and pain that comes along with it. . . I am not sure what I would do if anything ever happened to my mom. I am so close to her (some may say too close) that I am not sure what I would do or how I would react. I mean I know that she is going to Heaven but I will miss that connection with my mom and being able to talk to her all the time and when I am scared and I call her in the middle of the night so I don't wake Bryan up, that will all be gone one day. :( Just things I ponder a lot and I wish my mom took better care of herself, like going to the doctor when something doesn't seem right. Well, on that note I suppose I will stop this lovely ramble. Have a good night!